My Happy Spring Festival of 2007

there were so many people in the train ,which I took in the afternoon of Feb 17th, although the next day was spring festival ,chinese population is really a spectacular figure, we chinese can totally comprehend this reality by experiencing the crowded journey home . everything was ok during my journey, and it costed me about 5 hours to return to my hometown. I saw my parents and brother, our family reunited again, another unforgettable year ended.
looking back to the year just past, I can not say that I wasted my time and obtain nothing, some of my dreams has been realized during the last year,I has opportunity to use english in my work now, you know, I love this wonderful language, it has been giving me more and more happiness. without english ,my life would be different. my wage is enough for me to pay the mortgage of my house,in addition,it provides enough basic daily necessities , I should be thankful to the job I got at present . Wish I will always have a good job . of course the situation which I am in is a little complicated, and sometimes, I need good luck, of course , every one need it sometimes !

in the morning of Spring festival, I went out just as I have done every chinese new year's day, as usually I visited book store , the plaza,then I went to a cyber bar, where I checked my email, and tried to find out the method to send short message to lots of people by just send the message once, but failed finally, so I sent the message in another way , a very painstaking way. after all , I made it at last. But it is no excuse for me to improve my knowledge on how to communicate with other people by mobile phone more efficently. After about one hour, I went to railway station and bought my ticket used for returning back to Wuhan,I must make sure that I get the ticket in advance ,otherwise, there will be many inconvinences when I want to return there as scheduled.
the next day ,I got up at half past eight, waited before the TV to watch the NBA all-star basketball game , it was a little pity that Yao ming could not participate this game due to physical unfitness. and McGrady didn't play well, Kobe was the most valuable player in the match, it is very fair that finally he obtained the MVP. I read book in that afternoon.
the next day my brother and I went to RenMin Park, Brother took lots of photos for me , I also took a few photos for him , I think it is important to relax when a person is shot if he or she want to get a satisfied photos. :-) Brother persuaded me to try many games I had never tried before. and I felt good from some of these games. the most lucky thing is that the weather is perfect , it is sunny , lots of people went out to enjoy the happiness which is gifted by the holiday and the wonderful weather.

today I took several photos for Mum at the reservoir nearby, I have been taking photos for her for these 2 or 3 years, we did it just for celebrating & memorizing the unite. Tomorrow I will return to Wuhan, the experience of these days is precious for me and my parents and my brother.

I feel the loneliness

It is a very long time since I wrote something here last time. I am very pleased to be back :-)
I was busy these days, many things were waiting for me to do, I tried to complete them perfectly, although not all things developed just following my will, in fact ,from a specific point of view ,I am in a mess.
I feel no guilty , after all ,I always tried my best to make things going through all kinds of obstacles, which are surely there whenever we try to do something. :-*(
I was introduced to a girl by one of my neighbors a month earlier, I didn't want to meet her at first, because she was born in an area near Wuhan, and I dislike the dialect they used when the people who live in that area talk to each other. I speak mandarin,But she are able to speak mandarin , too. later I called her, I felt she always shows consideration to the person whom she talks to,I guessed she should be a nice girl. we dated on the next saturday , we met in a park, she is short , lovely,and one year younger than me. we dated another two times after the first date. we sent SMS each other, I always think of her these days.
Any subtle change of our behavior will influence our feeling, at least I think so. recently she is more indifferent to me than before, I feel bad. Chinese spring festival is coming, I left the company which I works for yesterday, when I return to my place, I am the only living thing in the house, I feel loneliness , the feeling likes something in your stomach is biting you , quite extraordinary and strange feeling :-(
Tomorrow I will go back to my hometown by train,my hometown is around 500 km away from this city , and surely 500 km away from her, *;-( I am not sure if we have a good future.
It was Feb 2006 when last time I left hometown and farewell my parents and brother, I will buy some gifts tomorrow morning and bring to them.
fireworks , explode for the new year!