sometimes I wonder what love is . I was introduced to a girl , who I don't know before, we met just because I and she both haven't gotten married respectively. I don't care who she is, I care much to what personality she owns, if she is generous, honest, lovely, I wish she could love me ,and we can get married, if she don't like me or she care little of me, then we should not be together.
in my case, I am not sure whether she likes me, but I know we are indifferent to each other, at least now. I am not young , I wish I could form a family soon, but if she is not the person who I love or I don't match her requirement, the possibility of getting married is slim.
I encounter several girls, I don't like most of them instinctively, I think this instinct comes from chemical reaction between man and woman, the smell, the way of speaking ,the feeling to her or his voice ,etc, they can be perceived immediately . I know I have some defects, I am not perfect, I am even odd, but I am I , I can't be someone else, my spirit can't escape from my body, I can't change my appearance drastically , my voice comes from my throat, my teeth look not perfect.
may god bless me . may my parents and brother understand my situation. may one day I are able to marry with a girl who loves me and are loved by me!
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